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I want ridiculously inconvenient love. The kind that happens at the worst possible time and yet is the most perfect thing you never knew you needed. I want a guy who will chase me and fight when I try and push him away because I'm scared. Someone who knows that I will probably freak out over something stupid and laugh at me and remind me I'm nuts to be upset. I want a guy who will buy me a tinsel tree and a real tree- not because I need either, but because I've never had either and want to so bad. Who will realize that dancing in the rain to a country song will always be the perfect end to a date, and that I could care less if my hair gets messed up from it. That knows that deep down I would rather snuggle on the couch with an old movie than go downtown on a Friday night. Who will not question my sanity when I want to spend 10 hours in the car in one day just to see a football game. Someone who knows that love is a fight some days, but thinks its still worth it. Who sees my mistakes and loves me despite them. Who knows what I can become and encourages me and pushes me. Who knows I live life big and that means insane ideas at times.

I want it all.